Had lunch and dinner alone at home AGAIN today. Can't help but feel lonely and thought about many things. How could anyone spend all their days at home on their own? How could some people stay at home the whole day with nothing to do? How could anyone eat breakfast, lunch and dinner by oneself? How could anyone go shopping and watch movie on his/her own? My holidays is finally coming to the end. I can't wait to get back to school, quickly graduate and start working again.

It's been a LONG holiday. In the beginning, I was really glad that it's gonna be a long break. I planned to work part time this whole holidays to earn enough to support myself for the next new sem. Who would have known that I couldn't work part time for long but got a tuition assignment instead. I'm glad. Really glad to have gotten this tuition. However, I'm free the entire morning and afternoon. Being free at home with nothing to do really makes me feel like a lonesome soul. Even though I know that I have a lot of caring friends, at this time of the day, when everyone else is busy working, I really felt lonely.